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| Finally back to my normal self!!! yeee!!  yup yup....Hmmm today went on my sexy date!!! Got all sexified and shit!! hahahah o0o0o0 baby you look so sexy LOL!! hahahhaa nah just kidding!! but yeah went to Visalia to eat at Red Robin then afterwards just went shopping and after that hung out at their pad!! yup yup the day seemed so freaking long ever since the whole day light savings thing ended!! Be getting all dark by 5!! ccccrrraaazzzzzyyy!! lol Yeah but today was nice!!! Just being able to just hang out with someone so chill and shit!!! Be myself and not be judged!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! feels great!!! heheheh yup yup hmm....Ohhh yeah the person I have to thank for helping me pick myself up from the worst depression I have ever been in is JEFFREY!!! heheeh Jeffrey you so SWEET!!! I need to make it up to him and go visit his ass!!! I know i can always just count on him NO MATTER WHAT!!! hehehe he willing to even talk to me when hes out with his friends and no matter what time, EVEN if it was at 4 in the freaking morning!! :D :D :D I am so thankful to have someone like you in my life!!! Gonna miss this foo once he joins the military and shit!! ugh!! hahahha hmmmm what am I gonna do tomorrow!!! I should wake up hella early to go running and shit!! gained so much fucking weight!! arrrrgggg!! LOL Getting kinda tired already!! what is up!! hahaha yeah kinda weird cause ive been going sleep at like 4 in the morning the last few days and waking up at 9 for some weird ass reason!! I finally cleaned my room!!! well somewhat!! hahaha but at least i can finally be able to get out of bed and my whole foot completely touching the floor!!! hahahah my books and shit were scatter every where!! ummmzzz... what else what else!!! oh yeah VEGAS BABY!!! ohhh weeee!! im so fucking excited its next weekend!!! I wonder if i should leave town Wednesday or Thursday!!! I think once i get back from Vegas i should go Visit Jeffrey and stay there for a couple of days!!! sounds like a good idea!! heheh ummm...what else what else nothing really going on!! But yeah im finally getting better with this sickness ive been having for the longest time!! seems like ive been sick for like 2 weeks now and shit!!!! oh well as long as its just a sore throat and a little stuffy nose!!! im happy :) heheh...IM JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY TODAY!!!! :D :D :D :D aaahhhh feels great being back to my normal self!!!! i was getting sick of being fucking depressed and shit and not getting any help from people!!! i swear man some people just dont know how to fucking act and shit!! especially when they are in their time of need. FUCKING FAGSS!! hehehe not that i dont like fags!! haha I LOVE THEM!!! hahah anyways enough bullshit and just looking at all the good no matter what!!! I cant let myself get like that ever again!!! its to depressing just thinking about it!! hahahahah ohh well hmmm....what else what else ohh yeah Aileen texted me today saying she coming this weekend i wonder what were gonna do?!??! hmmmmZZZ i wonder!?!?!? lol probably have another bbq! YAY FOODD!!!! lol my fat ass complaining about getting fat getting all when theres gonna be hella food!!! oh well!! Just need to go running!! ugh i really should so i can at least lose some fat for next weekend!!! damn so many filipinos gonna be at Vegas when we go!! Its gonna be AWESOME!!! hahahahha My mom was asking if we were actually gonna go watch the Manny Paquiao fight LOL yeah right!! The tickets are so fucking expensive and shit!! ohh well got nothing else to say!!!
SO HAPPY
THANKS JEFFREY YOUR THE BESTEST!!!! :D :D :D :D
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| BLAH!! I have no idea what is going on with my life. hahha but whatever. So recapping on my LA weekend!! It was CRACKING!!!....
October 22, 2009 - Thursday
Had school today.....and my long day to...unfortunately LOL but whateverz....well I had went on my sexy ass date!!! heheh so fucking cute!! ;) Didn't do anything that night but just knock the fuck out.
October 23, 2009 - Friday
I fucking woke up today at 8 in the fucking morning!! ugh!! had some shit in mind hahah but it was some good shit!! ;) hahahaha So Aileen had to work today so I just went and kicked it with this one cutie!! OoooOoOo baby is so fine!! LOL!!!! Stuff happened unexpectedly.....but it was cool though....and supposedly we were suppose to freaking drink tonight which i would have but i was so fucking tired. Haven't been getting sleep since i got here for some weird ass reason but its cool...ummmmzzz....well yeah the only person that ended showing up was freaking Josh...ugh why Josh?!?!? LOLz but whatever.....i ended up knocking the fuck out on the couch with my boobs all fucking popping out!!! ahahhaha putting on a little show for Josh!! hahah ohh goodness fuck that!! lol umm.... yup after i woke up from my nap i took a shower and couldn't go sleep after wards. sucks big dick foreals!! hahah umm....but other than that, thats all that happened
October 24, 2009 - Saturday
Woke up at 8 again and couldn't go back to sleep until 10 something but had to wake up to go with Aileen and Cyn to Ikea up in Carson...Josh had slept on the other couch that night....uhhh awkward!!!! LOLz as long as I didn't get raped then I'm all good!! hahahah I kid I kid...ummmzz..so yeah we were at Ikea for awhile. I LOVE that fucking store!! I can't to get my own place and just decorate my house how i want it!! Make Aileen my personal designer!! hehehe she'll probably bust out my house with zebra patterns and everything hahahha...So we finally got back to the apartment and it smelled SO good. Tony has been cooking practically the whole day for his event...He made us some drinks. Drinking at fucking 4 in the afternoon!! wow sounds like a fucking alcoholic and shit!! hahaha...ummmzz yeah me and Aileen didn't end up wearing our costumes.....ummzz....the event was pretty whack!!! the only high light of the night was taking pictures with people with the best costumes and free drinks!! :) hahaha....Ummmm afterwards we had an after party at Aileens place and OMG!! We got all fucked up that night!! Started drinking around 12 something didn't finish till 4 something in the morning!! We had played kings cup twice!! hahah omg drank Grey goose and cranberry juice (my favorite!!! :) :) :) :) so if anyone ever wants me to get really fucked up just get me that cause i can drink that shit all night!! hahah i LOVE it!!! So apparently i had done very unexpected things that night which i will not mention!!! hahah to crazy well....not really but for me it was!! never thought i would do it!!! hahahah but it was fun......But yeah i was so fucking gone!!!
October 25, 2009 - Sunday
So hung out with them sexys today lol!!! It was fun
Oh yeah dropping all my classes this semester as of today!!!! fuck it!!!! so fucking depressed and i have NO fucking idea why.....and im saying a whole bunch of shit that i probably don't even mean to someone!!! You know who you is!! hahah but yeah i guess im just saying it cause i just need someone here for me...to hold me....to touch me...ooo00o00 so naughty!! lol You knows you like it ;) hahahah Yup yup. I also went places and got applications!! I need a fucking job!! and fast!! im so mother fucking broke!! it aint even funny!!! and being negative cause of some stupid shit that i got charged AGAIN!!! ughh FML!!! LOL but whatever uummmm......what else what else......hmm yeah i was gonna hang out with Brian today but didnt end up happening cause family came over and that shit was funny!! just reminiscing about the past and shit!!! Its cool my mom cooked a freaking feast today!!!! My momma sure knows i love food!!! She cooked some longanisa, pizza, ravioli(spinach and cheese :), and hot wings!! hmmmzzz...yeah so Halloween is coming up this Saturday and im not as excited as i thought i would be. My friend invited me to go with him to Vegas but i told his sexy ass that i already made plans with my girl to go Fresno...so can't flake!!! lol ummm....what else what else.....Well have been talking to Geoffrey all depressed and shit lately too!!! Saying im not the same and all this bullshit!!! and i hate fucking being like this but im so fucking stressed like a mother fucking!! Ohh yeah Brandon had showed me his costume and damn almost chocked on the fish i was eating when i saw it!! hahah so fucking scandalous and hot!!!! hahah i would pull that shit if i had the fucking body!! fuck i need to start working out again!!! gained fucking so much weight!!!! i fucking gained like 20 pounds and shit!!! ugh but food is so GOOD!!! hahahah hmmm...cant think of anything else to write
I LOVE SNICKERS!!!! mm mmmm good :)
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| OHHH WEEEEE!!! I can't wait for my date today!!! It's gonna be fun, being able to catch up on the old times and just getting to know each other all over again!! HMMM.... i wonder where were gonna go to.....oh well it doesn't matter just as long as i get to spend it them  yup yup! *sigh* it's already Sunday...this weekend went by so fast!! Need to be productive today!!! for sure for sure. No slacking off!! ahhaha gosh so many things are easier being said than done!!! Gosh im such in a good mood today!!! Thanks to my butthead =) hahahah. WOW reminiscing on the past like crazy today hahah but it was good. well cant think of anything else to say!! hahah
Feeling so grateful!!!
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I even had a freaking test today and everything!! I think i did good!!! hahah oh well. Came home pretty early today too!! ohh yeah and there was a freaking meteor shower this morning and i didnt even fucking know about it!! i would have stayed up to see it!! it would have been romantic and shit too!! if i was with someone!!! gosh!! hahaha yup yup.... lets see...haven't been really productive at all. I keep telling my ass to fucking do this and do that but I'm already in my procrastination mode and shit!! LOLz. My mommy today cooked some good ass chicken with potatoes!! fucking delicious....hmmm...I've been such a little kid latey!!!! I'm LOVE it!!! hahahah. I am in such a GOOD ass mood today la la la la elmos world!! lol ahahah OMFG Aaron's annoying ass friend just called!! that niggah be calling the house at fucking 1 in the morning sometimes!!! its like wtf is a fucking 8 year old doing up so fucking early!!! holy mother of Jesus hes calling again!!! LOLwhatever!! IGNORE!!! hahahha yeah and that foo be leaving fucking long ass messages on the fucking answering machine too!! whats up with this little boy!! hmmm....LA BABY!!!! whoo hoo!!! where them hot fellas at?!?!?! hahahah hmmm.....I'm so happy the weather in LA is gonna be a little hot so I can be all hoochie for Saturday and not be too cold...not unless someone is keeping me warm!!! 
